5.26.13

I woke up knowing that God is looking down on me. He is beside me, at my back, in front of me and a step ahead to light my path. There are so many thoughts popping up in my head, but there is only one thing that I'm straining to listen to: His voice. I am His sheep, and He is my Shepherd, I know that He knows me and I know His voice. I am thankful for this life that has given me much reason to believe: God is always with me, for me and before me. He will never leave my side. He will tell me what to do, give me strength to follow His will. I enjoy listening to His words, and I love being with Him. I talk to Him whenever I can, and it may somehow be difficult at times but I know it won't matter if I don't feel too good all the time. His words alone could give me peace, and His blood alone saved me from eternal suffering. I am the happiest person on earth right now, even though I know that there are so many challenges I need to overcome. My God is the only One that keeps me together. The promise that I will see Him as my Reward is enough. I know that we are just passing through, not knowing how to feel at times but I know that with His Spirit, I will be fine. I love being with Him. I enjoy His Company more than I enjoy what I used to when I didn't have this relationship with Him. I know that no matter what happens, He will come through for me. He will teach me how to forget the past and forgive those who hurt me. He will teach me how to become more like Him. He will love me no matter what.